Serious cool chick? Ehh.

Males be weary of this entry.

So today was my first day with the BCP. I originally didn't plan on mentioning what I was taking but if the Designer Student (secretlifeofabionerd.blogspot.com) did then I can too... :]

First I'd like to say that I need it because my hormones don't function properly thus I need them so I can have normal periods like every other normal girl (among other things like my acne)...It took a long time before this problem was fixed so I was happy that I could finally fix it but then...

I'm a very free spirited person. I'm not afraid to say what I feel or think, nor do I let rules define what I do. However I do have morales..I come from a religious family so I make sure not to shame them...at least not in stereotypical ways (like sex, drugs, etc. etc.) but in school I seem to have made that image of a wild girl. I have no idea how but guys have come and asked me obscene things, I usually just brush them off and go on about my day. This image runs through other girls mouths too...only my closest friends know me so I don't let that bug me either.

But what happens when the good guys stay away from you because of the bad image they think you have? When I realized that was happening to me I felt crushed...especially now that I have to take birth control. If word got around I'm dead. The image would seem even more real. Dang it...I hate it. My mum has it as a super dark secret no one but us two (and The Sun, Button, and Gangsterlicious) are to ever know. I hate the fact that I need it. Even my mum warned me not to use it for the wrong reasons.. ._.

Now I realize why it's so embarrassing...

Fun Fact.

I once bit into green play doh. I too fell for the temptation of seeing how it tasted..x]

Jumpstyle!

YUSH! I finally have internet back! It was gone because we we're switching companies :/ but glad it's back! We have Comcast agains!

So Fishy went back into his regular lifestyle..he just was another jerk *shrugs* eh it happens no? The Sun as always is helping me and I'm glad when I can offer support to her too!

Today I presented a poem! I will post it later since my teacher has it, I got good reviews for it! :D I was so nervous but I was able to calm down and simply focus of it! Score!!

So there's a new fad going on in band! It's called Jumpstyle! I stumbled upon it one day after school when I entered the small band hall and like there was a line of four bandies doing it! (one was a girl!) They were in sync and it looked AMAZING! Because of the girl being in it I was like "I want to do this!"

here's a pretty good tutorial! I learned the first one today! :D I'm still a noob at it and all but I have hope! I think I learned pretty fast! o(^__-)O woo! It's a great stress reliever! Especially since..

If I don't get exempt from my finals and have to take them I KNOW I will fail them and fail the course. I can't afford summer school or else there would go my japan trip! AHHHH! So far I have english done and algebra II I just have to pass a quiz and physics...we have been having a sub so I'm dubious! Ah must make it though! YUSH!

So tis all!

Fun facts! 3! (since I forgot to put those in my other entries...)

1. When I was little I told my dad I wanted to be an elephant, when he asked me more seriously I answered a witch. XD I think thats MLIA worthy!

2. I wanted to learn how to break dance but prefer jumpstyle nao! WORD!

3. I have a superior feminist complex at times XD

Blushing~

I AM SO EFFING HAPPPPEEEEH!!!

So colorguard try-outs just JUST finished! And I was all iffy and doubtful because my audition had been horrid!! So I mentioned me wanting to do trumpet! Then Band Directors # 1 and 2 say "You have been doing very well this spring you should march a spot." SO GUESS WHAAAAT! IM MARCHING 8D!! Im so happy! This is one step towards Temple University and not feeling regret for the great hiatus on my playing! I was so happy I almost cried XD I will be doing winterguard though! Uwaaaah!~

MAYN!~ I haven't written in forever. I missed it ;___;!!

I took my AP exam!!! I knocked out so I dunno how I did on it XD...

Lately I've been having alot of doctor appointments for various reasons and it's been all ACK!! one is for my skin, which right now is very dry and irritated, I think I overdosed my skin with the acne medicine....XD

OMGEEEEE I stayed up with fishy last night (he couldn't sleep) so I'm like operating on 5% energy. I need foood and sleep! Well me and fishy are like on a roller-coaster atm...to behind on here to share..;_; when something major happens I shall post!

OMG button...XD she likes girls! She's Bi! I didn't know! But I wanted her to carry me monkey style today! AP test made my brain into mush! That and yeah no sleep! But I have no regrets! ^__^v

I might add later but not nao!! x3

Fantasia alla marcia~

Me and Gangsterlicious matching! :3

Man it's been forever!! Times two ;D

I haven't blogged since forevers because of JTP. A 50 page book report. It was stupid and life draining I was so happy that it was over when I turned it in Monday morning xwx

My Presentation of it Tuesday was short, simple and sweet ;D

This was at Gangsterlicious's house. I practically lived there for the weekend! To be quiet honest I miss the family and pets! The Wowow (doggy) really liked me ^_^ I can't have pets so it was awesome! In one of our scarce breaks meow meow fell asleep on me, it was such a cute position I had to take a picture! XD

Awwwh! n.n

Anyways! The stress of it all has barely worn off, and I got a fever so I'm a tad sick and it sucks. I have such a weak immune system v.v so right now we're taking TAKS otherwise known as the state's yearly easy test. Sadly no one close to me has T as their last name so I in my testing room I have a handful of interesting people to say the least! Though I simply get to watch.

So Fishy came back. Out of nowhere! He texted me with the lyrics from Vanilla Twilight. I feel like I'm walking into a spider web with that...but of wells, I also do walk into it XD

Lately I've been zooming through the KH series, so when Birth By Sleep comes out I'll be ready! I love Riku....!! One day I shall find my Riku!

XD Hil-ar-ious!

I feel so loooopy! XD my goodness. Nom nom nom now off to raid the kitchen!!

Fishing!

Prettiest duck I saw there, XD though once I took out the camera it hid from me so I had to chase it around -w-;

Soooo! My fathe bought wormies and fishies as live bait, we barely used the fake ones. So sad! Me and squirt showed our earth lovers side by letting some of the bit free XD wee!

This is the best picture of the overall view, ne it was a nice change of routine! As you can see there's my father and Squirt. XD

After like two hours of catching anything in that spot, we moved. XD I took such a funny picture of Squirt looking like a...squirt?

Doesn't she look uber tiny?! XD!! Roflcoptor~

I turned out to be a pretty okay fishier! ;D though we most certainly did have our laughs because it was our first time. Like I had a tendency to decapitate my worms or fling my fish off the hook...or slam our fishing rods everywhere on the ground...(however it some cases, I casted better then my father fu fu fu~)

So we didn't catch fish...but after a rest room break my father had caught something...DUN DUN DUN!!

Yes, a turtle. It swallowed the stupid hook too!! We got it out and tried to take it out but it was no use ._. in one of my attempts to help it, it bit me really hard and wouldn't let go. DUDE IT STILL HURTS. T____T my father cut of the string, so let's hope it passes through it's digestive system okay!

And this concludes my first real day of fishing...XD! Ta Daaaa!

We go our shoes wet in our rush to save the turtle so as of right now, both me and Squirt are now sick with a common cold...XD

Wacky Jin Fact: I have two size 2 gauges that my parents haven't taken notice of. XD

Day of Silence! Completed!

I did it with Button and Evil Spawn! It's a national youth thing for gays, lesbians, bis, and transgenders! www.dayofsilence.org :3 It was hard! In all my regular classes alot of dunces teased me and tried to make me talk, one kid even shook my desk v.v so ignorant! I had a flyer taped on my sweater so I wouldn't have to write to tell them why I wasn't talking however once school was over I concluded my day of silence. Nehehe!

In my 52 period with Old Rival though...things got pretty intense. Wacky of course was proud of me (he read the sign) and once again urged me to leave Houston. He seemed so desperate that it got me thinking about Temple University all over again...but anyways, Wacky's wife came (she's a sub on campus) and I got teased by them!! Old Rival happily joined but not for long because soon they began to tease us. Saying me and Old Rival should be an item. I know I blushed and made odd faces. Old Rival simply tried to brush it off or what be like "What?!"...but I couldn't help but wonder if he really is nonchalant about it. I mean Wacky keep telling us how he does care about me and it made things very hot in that cluttered room!! But whatevvvver.

That was the highlight of my day! Oh! And sleeping in 7th period! I was spared the misery!! *happy dance*

Once home my mother told me, my nephew had gotten worse. I really want to see him but she won't let me. Usually my mom and me don't do much together, but today her, Squirt and I went to Super Target. XD I usually never go to these places so it was, in it's own dorky way, fun! Like I walked around playing with a slinky...n__n

I restocked on some face supplies (-w-); and bought a small Harajuku Lovers perfume!! Different girls have different scents so I was happy that it was tiny, incase I didn't like it. I got Music :3 so far I like it ^__^

Ta da!!!

The other highlight of the trip was buying a replacement piggy bank for the one my mom broke. Though I prefer the other one, this one will most certainly do!

It's already in the old piggy's place TwT neeee!~

Anywhoooo! Aside from that tomorrow we're suppose to go fishing with my father...I really wonder how that's going to go...XD well gotta get ready! Hope I catch something tomorrow XD!

PS! Before I forget I have made a mini plan to write something about me on every post! Todays is: I only date asian guys. XD!

Quiet Day!

Sappy said I had ducky lips e_e

As my title reads today was a rather quiet day! Mainly because alot of band kids left for their UIL today and we're gone for most if not all of the day. So I was not really myself.

I ate buffalo wings today. Wing Wang Done! (insider!) They were very heavenly. XD

Evil Spawn came back! Got camera! Yush!

Gangsterlicious is going through tough times. I hope I'm strong enough to help her through..

So about the fakey-ness of the group...*sigh* I notice some of it vividly and other times it's blurry. No wonder it took so long for me to notice. It bothers me yet I usually let it slide.

Anywho! Pictures of Crayfish day! XD

XD Horsey has a big smile!

As you can see Horsey has pretty mad expression skills XD

And this is our manly tray of all the crayfish we ate ;3!