Insomnia Dead Rich Girl on Zeh Roll

Dude today was a big roller coaster. I was so drained I took a 3-4 hour nap when I got home.

So today I performed a mini little play (thus the title XD) and I personally think our group did the best! XD I must sound cocky but I do! I had to wear eyeshadow under my eyes but I really just highlighted my real bags...ick! But anywho! I had my stuffed animal Eli* with me, he helped me get through the day! I even got to keep a huge swirly loli! Like the ones Break eats XD

*Eli was a gift from a very special person :3

Today I found out something annoying about my father, a guy with a gf (that I know) hit on me, Band Director #2 scolded me, Skeleton caught Poser teasing me and gave me a look that plainly said "Your an idiot." I ended up texting him what I felt. Sweet Jesus...I feel like crying. I know I can brush it off, but seriously why did that mess have to happen to me..? For some reason I know what Journey would say about all that...e_e

Anywho there was another jerk at lunch and I went on a chocolate frenzy. NOTE CHOCOLATE. I didn't crave a cig!!! HMPH!!! Which The Professor kindly quenched after school (and myself :3) I found out today that I have enough written to submit to a scholarship! Yay me!

So today while I was being down I kept playing with Old Rivals fingers and whatnot. I hope I didn't send the wrong message XD though Gangsterlicious teased me because we exchanged numbers. Guh please! XD...!

Spending the day with fluffy Eli made me think about the person who gave him to me, alot. hmmm.

I have made a ingenious plan to practice my trumpet! During fourth period! When colorguard is suppose to be going on! The bad part is that we're suppose to be learning the spring show routine but like I need to get better! I have a year and a half...I really dont want to give up on my trumpet goal..but its a struggle..

Speaking of band! I saw The Director a couple of days ago! Was touching! We hugged and exchanged air kissies! Man! I miss him! Even though...ya know...

Well tis all! Lets hope my schedule works out! I need 4 more hours of community service! Yikes!!

Drained x_x

Is how I feel right naaaao. Meeeh. Button is the one currently dealing with my bleh bleh-ness. Poor her XD;

So today I talked to Prince! He is one wacky model looking dude. Aha it was nice to actually talk to him, since he was Gangsterlicious's first love it got me thinking about mine...stupid Journey ._. another model guy! (Well for me...) I mean I think she is lucky to have Prince as her first love (to even have a shot with him!) But I wouldn't change mine for him any day ^///^!

Aside that school work is starting to get to me, I have tutorials I must attend, my frenzy race to get my trumpet skills back up, a stupid major project I haven't started on. I know I should but I keep, just ending up doing something else. Oh! And hours that I need to desperately turn in...not to mention my ACT this weekend...oh boy. I have to buckled down v.v *siiigh*

I finally updated my phone with my ringtones (with Akanishi Jin....) Yush! I need to name my phone too...hmmm

Gonna use up my last of free time as a otaku -w-v! Peace!

But aside from that everythings going fine! That skirt that was no-tight friendly I wore it today! 8D yaay! Forgot to take a picture though ^^;

Ehehehe! Familia is no easy!

I recently made up with my Mother over a humungous argument we had maaayn! It was no fun! But I did gain one good useful thing! Laundry! Which surprisingly enough isn't so bad, because now I get to sing where no one can hear me, even though my family might be home. Aha ^^;

(The arguement ended up with my bunny having to live with Killer Tomato who owns her brother. Not so bad, though I miss her v.v My bunnies name is Alice :3)

OMG! Skeleton is a major jerk! Why did I feel even the slightest bit of something for him?! He tries to push my buttons! Letting Animal bite him and holding hands with her. Good grief. Whatever though, I am myself again!

I suppose now I'm free to flirt again! XD Gangsterlicious and I went to sushi restaurant where I even flirted with the guy there XD (Deja vu?!) He smiled! But when I offered him twizzlers he fell into his shell. It ain't over though! I shall nab him (maybe)! He wears eye liner and wears skinny jeans...my type! I mean even Gangsterlicious stared for abit. Let's see what happens?

Lately I've been thinking over alot of 'taboo' subjects, Button has been helping, though she encourages me to do what I want, I wonder if what I want is what I shouldn't want? Hmmm that's just what has been on my mind. Meh! I had a small loneliness attack but I managed to get help to cope for the night. Eheh!

The trip to Japan this summer is start to take effect, I just bought my carry-on ^^v and I'm bustling to save money (which I should have been doing.....!!!!) So I'm excited! First there's the wonder of Japan (which is such a big deal) but not only that, like my trip to Europe in 07 we're gonna meet up with another delegation! For 14 days we will be with strangers! Back in 07 summer loves budded and I formed strong family like friendships! Im nervous about it but hope it goes well like it did so long ago...I miss my summer love (just abit) and my besties! XD ahaha

Other then that me and Evil Spawns friendship has been doing very well! She finally came to me and opened up!! CAN YA BELIEVE THAT?!?!

OMG! AND BROTHER!! HE CAME BACK!!! 8D He is my childhood friend who eventually became Gangsterlicious's boyfriend and now ex boyfriend. He ditched our friendship for half a year but finally returned. Man I missed my only male best friend! He can really make me laugh. Fu fu fu! All is well :3

(I also got chewed out by band director #1. Scariest thing of maaa life. I even forgot my trumpet. tsk tsk tsk....e-e)

Twitch

Uwaaah what a week!!!

This week it was revealed that Dancer had a girlfriend and we stopped talking! I just didn't wanna be in that mess ^__^ he seemed rather shocked when I no longer gave him the attention he had quickly gained. Meh! Thats what cha get sucks!!!!

Me and Skeleton made up, went out and broke up like half an hour ago. Yes in one week XD woooo! Made up monday, began dating (again) tuesday, got into a fight friday and broke up saturday O_O TALK ABOUT INNER STRESS. Im sure Wacko Brother (codename) will have something to say when im in his class again ._.;

Cuz apparently my mommy/daddy issues and beginning to manifest! XD Honestly its not a big deal unless it hinders a relationships which is kinda did...since I ended up craving a cigarette. AHHHHH he so chewed me up for that!! He ended up calling me a bitch and yeah that just ain't gonna roll! Button helped me with my craving and I might try one soon fu fu fu!!

Animal and here henchmen were also a pain but screeeew them. I gots a bunny!

That kept us up all night @___@ we need a cage badly! Cuz the bin I got isn't big enough and he learns how to jump out quickly, he has peed on almost everything and it's a 24/7 job. Pheeeeew!! I'd rather has a kitty but this is a start!! I missed my volunteer hours chance so next week ims go into a collecting hours frenzy.

Heheh! Just wanted a quick update! Tis doooone, peace! XD

Nehehehe!!

Spring break is over! Yush! XD

Mayn! Okay so I took my SAT on the first saturday of our beloved break...lets just say for the ACT im so eating breakfast e.e I barely made it! I knocked out

afterwards :3

So during the break I caught Insomnia at a full blow. Like I was sleeping till 2-3 AM when I'm the kid who used to sleep in the bandhall; trying to snag as many minutes possible. QUE PASO?! Aiiiesh! Oh well! I bonded with Button because of it and even The Sun joined me. Was very nice :3

I resumed my bracelet making! Man I have enough to last my awhile XD I need to restock my my letters though..and get a hefty container cuz some are in a small crate thingy and others in cups XD;

The other major thing that I did during my break was watch korean dramas! I zoomed through Coffee Prince (KIM JAE WOOK FTW) and am almost done with You're Beautiful. Mayn they are so much better then Hispanic Novelas but You're Beautiful keeps making me cry. AGGGH! Afterwards Ima watch one more (whom the Dancer reccomended; who is Dancer? Look below) then take a break! DX they make me feel sad!

Lately I've grown a huge fandom for Break from Pandora Hearts. (anime)

Uwah!! See! Ain't he uber cute?! Ahem! Anywho I have adopted the way he has his eyeliner, see how its kind of pointy? I tried it today at school only one eye has been successful XD Ah I will master it though~!! Im also eating a lollipops 24/7 like him heheh!!~

OMG so * is now Dancer XD I think that after a long pause of not talking we have had a moment. Oh my jebus! Was so happy but then i got drowsy and ruined it...^^; (says I have abit of a freaky family now) tis all Im gonna reveal. DX but today I saw him and sorta hung out with him. I was able to be myself! Though my heart was beating so fast I think I acted abit odd o.O wonder what he thinks...

After he left and I went into the Bandhall where I got a text...from SKELETON. O_______O He said he missed me and asked to be friends!!! Guess what!! I accepted!! *w* was very happy! Like Gangsterlicious said Mondays are good days OwO hard to believe ehhhh? I cant wait to hug him! Mayn! Though something makes me uneasy...The Ocean's ex. Codename = Animal. Cuz thats how I think she is. Might seem very harsh but maaayn v.v; it's a deep thing. *twitch twitch*

Ah The Professor recommended me for the English AP exam!! Im going to start studying cuz I'm so proud of myself!!! I just need to work on my Essays darn them! But chea....^^;

Oh and thanks to Shu my little white tiger is now Vera Wang!! which means its a girl...XD Sank you! ^__^

OMG!!! Killer Tomatoes has this cute miniature bunny! And I want one!!! ahhhhh!!!!!! Me and The Sun want one!! AHHHHHH SO MEONE GET MI THE MINI BUNNY NAO!! pwease?

(had a prissy tantrum, bite me.)

You can see my break bracelet and the one Dancer inspired me to make XD the pointy eyeliner is hard to see but it there n.n;

Injecting myself with confidence!

Shang Hai, Hong Kong, Egg Fu Young!

Fortune Cookie Always Wrong!

Today was intermeresting! XD

I had band first period today so me and Gangsterlicious waltzed over to my old history teacher, she is high on efil just like me! And was my favorite teacher last year :3 turns out that *still debating on codename* has her! During the visit we caught up on school stuff, why was over here ^///^' and stuff like that. XD Mayn! If I could hear her laughter one more time! XD She made it seem okay to laugh like I do!

-I have a loud, ever changing laugh that scares people. AHAAAAAA-

So my guard cliche and Gangsterlicious know about * and how extremely shy I am around him. It's ridiculous! I mean if it was anyone else I would still have my...balls. XD! But slowly and surely im gaining it! Thanks to seeing him alot. I just really hope that he doesn't think im always like that...weeee! Hope everything goes well!~

Hee hee Squirt and me just danced to 'Everybody want to be a cat.' XD! Cuuuute!~

anywho today! I took my last hard exam! The science one! I think I did decent for some reason it feel right..hmmm. I took a supaaa long nap! Refreshing! ^__^

Then was Pre- UIL. Oh my buddha...talk about epic failure on our last song. "The Joy" as Band director #2 calls it. The rest was okay, though in sight reading, oh my jebus their was a chunk that killed us. T^T good things is..PRE uil....gotta refine them high notes! Dx though I can hit it nao! ^__^ so the notes lower then that A are soundin smooooth!

Then afterwards I hung out with and old pal when * strolled in. Oh my eito. XD lets say my voice pitch got higher and I was flustered. Atleast Im no longer mute XD so thats pretty much whats my day has been about. XD Tomorrow Ima have to be at school at 6:30 for missing a Honor Society meeting because of Pre UIL. T_T wha. Oh well ima have to pull and all night soon for Dante's Inferno.

EEESH!

But on a brighter note!! The guard pack will begin to work on our spring show section! We'll be using a blend of the Last Friends OST 'Cold Brain' and 'Blind Reminder' YUSH! I will give it my all! Haha!~

Oh oh! Squirt went to the downtown aquarium and got me the

cutest White Tiger Plushie!! OMG!!! LOOKY LOOKY!! What should I call him?! x3

* = codename to be determined!

I had a smashing weekend! Look look!!

Jammin to Lanananayeej!! Unce unce unce!!

It all started ooooon friday! Me, The Sun, and Watatata!! went to apple bee's! I ate some tasty alfredo pasta! And was content for the rest of the day XD we talked alot and then went home like the good girls we are.

Wow that even sounds sarcastic even though technically we did. XD

Anywho! On Saturday! Me and Gangsterlicious finally managed to get to see Alice in Wonderland together!! Omg I loooved it!! I repelled all the

negative reviews, whooosh!!! I loved the Mad Hatter, and I'd honestly marry him! XD Though I freaked people out by admitting that in lunch todaaaay O.o Hee! Gangsterlicious's sisters decided to watch in 2D so I waited for them to finish. After being with an acquaintance we went to the arcade were Squirt joined us. Im so glad the two got along so well ^__^. I've realized that if my friends don't get along with her, I usually end up not liking them for it. XD we got pokemon phone charms (I GOT PIKACHU ^w^!!) and we played Tekken. Squirt beat Selene, was so funny XD! I had an awesome time *heart*

I also bought some manga (Pandora Hearts! Love it!) Which reminds me..I need a bookshelf, but where do you find some cute bookshelves at? O.o?

On Sunday I woke up and my mom told me we wouldn't be going

to church, before I knew it, it turned into Ladies day out! XD I was surprise at how my youthful my mom became! My grandma was just there and Squirt cheered up after she ate. My aunt who we shall codename with The Earth(because she is very earthy and youthful! Despite being the eldest in the family; My mom being the youngest XD!) She gave me this awesome necklace thats all earthy XD!

We went shopping all over the place! At Macy's I ventured into the china area and found this adorable set...I love it! I was texting Button the whole weekend and she felt my flaily-ness at a full force. X3!

I had to use my phone again wha. ;__;

Oh! on the way to the mall, these rowdy blondies went shizo when my mom apparently got to close to them. The one in the passenger seat literally slammed her hand against the window and swore rather loudly. My mom ignored them but my fused went ZZZIIIIPP!! If two pairs of sensitive ears hadn't been there those GRRRRRRS would've seen MY ghetto side. Yes I have one. XD (I just decided to not show it, especially after the Skeleton Scandal)

I bought some stuffies! Though since one of the items is a skirt im dubious about wearing it...unbeknownst to many I am very insecure about my legs. I usually wear tights, but this skirt is a no-tights compatible one! What to do?!

The we went to a store full of interesting things (I found a british trash can there yo! XD) I bought my own tea cup and tea! Earl Grey! Oh how I was dying to try it!!! I made it that night, I absolutely love it! It turned out to be the same brand as the pretty cups I saw at the mall but just an older set (which I clearly destroyed :3) yaaay! Which leads me to confess that I collect miniature tea sets... .w.

*coughbuymesomebuttoncough* XD!!! Jk jk. NOT! Maybe? XD

Next and finally we went to a Salvadorian Restaurant to eat! My fav!! Where my aunt and mother lost all worries and we're like moi and Squirt!! I laughed so hard I couldn't breathe. This happened twice. My Grandma was just gawking at us the whole time. XD Knowing my laugh...ahahaha!!

Here is my mum after laughing. She looks so adorable :3!!

When we got home we all took a nap, my mother returned to her normal self but the memories were made! Yush!

Today I after school I made The Professor a bracelet. She liiiiked it. Yay!! Gangsterlicious made one too, I like her simple style! ^_^ Ah in regard to Skeleton. I dislike him. He has become her spawn and is a lost cause. ^__~ I recovered my part on my trumpet part!!*

*-See in my last sectional I totally bombed and was cut off a part by Band Director #2 T__T but with some help from Trumpet Buddy I gots it back babeh!!-

I managed to have a great day! though tomorrow begin the test slaughter! (Funny ima end it with my first SAT XD) Well im off to get ready!!

Oh and Old rival wore the bracelet. Heh!

OMG! Watatata! Introduced me to a major cutie last week....weeeeeeeee!